Behind my smile

my hardest moment is not when tears flow from my eyes.It's When i have to hide the tears in my eyes with a smile!!

And Behind my smile there is a broken heart..

Behind my smile there is suppressed love..

Behind my smile there is ocean of pain..

Behind my smile there is lumps of frustation..

Behind my Smile there is doses of anger..

Behind my smile there is husky voice..

Behind my smile there is invisible grief..

Behind my smile there is dizzy mind..

Behind my smile there is terrifying depression..

Behind my smile there is endless hollowness..

Behind my smile there is rotten happiness..

Behind my smile there is numb human..

Behind My Smile There Is Everything You Will Never Understand until you listen...